THE Day

It is now midnight. I am at the threshold of today/yesterday. I officially leave today. Yesterday/ Today was spent running all over the place getting appointments over with, buying a digital camera and webcam, as well as seeing some more friends, and a little bit of birthday cake. Well, I'm almost entirely packed, just a few touch ups/ purchases left. Everyone keeps asking me if I am excited. Of course I am so excited, but at the same time, I'm just beginning to feel sad about leaving. The past week has made me realize how much I am leaving behind, and how lucky I am to be so blessed. It's bittersweet, and the two extremes have left me feeling almost indifferent, although I'm sure that will change as soon as I step off of the plane. I am still in disbelief that the day is finally here. This amazing journey is about to begin, and on this 20th birthday, I celebrate new beginnings in appreciation of the old